Yesterday night one of the best friend of the family passed away, which got me by surprise. There are no words to describe the emotions.
I did not cry. I realise more and more that I am getting used to feelings and to how to handle them. Maybe it would be more correct to say that I accept the world around me. At least the parts that I cannot change.
Though for the night à few Portugese friends of mine invited me for for dinner to the Kodály Institute. That place and environment is just so tranquil and peaceful that is unbelievable. One things is for sure. Singing together with 6 Portuguese and 2 Malaysian people as I am the local person on the main square of Kecskemét after midnight is amazing.
Once again I see:
Life is beauty, life is hard.